Early in the twentieth century teak, tin and rubber production in Siam and Malaya are magnets for European businesses; many European men are drawn to these exotic countries. Their need for female company enables my grandmother, Chalerm, a shy innocent beauty of fifteen, to escape her poor background in Bangkok.
For the next ten years a fairy-tale life as a concubine with a westerner helps Chalerm provide for her family. However, survival in the early 1900s for women like her provides hard lessons - Asian women may have Eurasian children but are dispensible if a European fiance appears. Heartbroken Chalerm must abandon her charmed life, bravely deciding to move to Malaya to create a new life. Living on her wits and relying on her beauty she creates a contented, new life with another European, my grandfather.
Ten years later a second fiance emerges, making Chalerm leave, bitter and disillusioned. The advent of WWII and Japanese occupation forces Chalerm to protect her family, but at a high price. Post-war she and her daughters live a vivid multicultural life combining their love of western music, film and dance with their Buddhist beliefs and Siamese culture. As part of a mixed-race family in a British colony Chalerm evolves from an innocent beauty to a resourceful but flawed matriarch of three Eurasian families who enjoy both good times and bad. Thankfully, in her later life, Chalerm achieves peace of mind.


About the author
Jean Brewster is a former University lecturer who as an ‘Army brat’ lived a nomadic life with a British father and British-Asian mother. Her early years entailed living in the British colonies of Malaya, Cyprus and British Honduras and attending nine schools in the UK and abroad. After taking a degree in Linguistics her involvement in educational projects in Belize, Colombia, Hong Kong, Namibia, Poland, Qatar, South Africa , Syria and Taiwan were central to her profession, alongside teaching international students in the UK. Arising from this global travel and work she hopes to have cultivated an international outlook.
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